The short answer is: I’m a non-denominational Christian.
To me, that simply means I do not tie myself completely to one denomination or become deeply involved in the thousands of religions and religious movements around the world. My faith journey has been personal, thoughtful, and shaped by many experiences throughout my life.
I’ve come to see many things as markers along the journey — books, countless Bible translations, churches, Kingdom Halls, temples, and places of worship. Many of those places are buildings with doors. Anyone is free to walk in, walk out, return again, or never come back. In many ways, that is exactly what I have done throughout my life while searching, learning, reflecting, and trying to understand where my heart truly belongs.
I grew up with both Catholic and Baptist influences through my mother and father. Some of my earliest memories involve faith. I remember being around 10 years old, sitting with my grandmother, Ola, drinking coffee while we studied the Bible together. She regularly attended church, and later I watched my father be baptized in a Baptist church.
At the same time, I regularly attended Saturday classes with a Deaf group led by a hearing nun who knew ASL. Fr. Joe also used ASL, which helped me feel included and connected. I participated in Communion, Lent, Ash Wednesday, and many other traditions that became part of my childhood memories.
When I entered high school, life became much more difficult. I was bullied, depressed, and often felt hopeless. Over time, I drifted away from God and lost that faith journey for nearly 30 years.
Shortly after the COVID-19 pandemic began, I found myself becoming curious about faith again. I started studying the Bible and researching different religious beliefs and movements. I explored the teachings of Jehovah’s Witnesses, The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, Islam, Hinduism, Buddhism, and Judaism. My goal was not to attack or mock anyone’s beliefs, but simply to understand what people believe and why.
Eventually, I joined The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints for a couple of years as part of my own personal experience and reflection. I may or may not share the details someday. What matters most is that, through prayer, study, life experience, and reflection, I ultimately found myself returning to a non-denominational Christian faith.
I respect everyone’s right to believe differently, and I hope for that same respect in return. I believe people should be free to seek truth, ask questions, and follow their conscience without fear or pressure.
As of today, in this season of midlife, I can honestly say I feel like a new person. I no longer believe God walked away from me. Instead, I believe He patiently waited for me to find my way back toward His light.
I am grateful that I did.
Whether you have heard the gospel or not, I believe God loves you. No matter what you believe, I still wish the best for everyone — old friends, new friends, and those still searching for peace in their own journey.
